hi blogspot, i think i'm gonna come back and write on you again soon, just to talk about things and stuff.
okie dokers, adios for now
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Saturday, October 23, 2010
it's time..
to take a moment and look at myself and wonder how i got here today.
through everything, school, drama that wasted my life, and family.
to be honest, i'm quite content with where i'm at in life because i know who my real friends are. Those who stick with you through everything, and that means EVERYTHING. we don't have those times where we don't talk to each other. we're there for each other no matter what. it's funny though because some of the people i never expected that i would continue to talk to are some of the ones that are now my really close friends. I started to really understand the meaning of true friendship. Everyone agrees that friends are who will have your back and are there for you no matter what, but I never really found out who would be there 100% until junior year started. I've been very fortunate to have the friends that i have, even the one who is in a different school though because we have a bond that will not be broken. I can say that I'm disappointed that i've drifted from others and they've drifted from me, but honestly, those who I care about and those who care about me will always be there. It doesn't matter to me that some of you guys have changed and don't even bother to talk; if you're happy then that's all that matters.
FAMILY. there is so much to say about this topic. well first off, Cau 2, I will always love you. I want to thank you for everything that you have done for me and my family. You were the eldest of 10 kids and you always had that brotherly instinct. You were like a 2nd father to me, you cared about how I was doing in school and you always reminded me to strive for my best. I have succeeded in school thanks to your support and the urge to make you proud. When you and Cau 3 fought in the Vietnam War, you guys sacrificed your lives to try and protect your country. When you came to the US, nothing was different for you. You continued to be the responsible one and take care of grandpa and hold family parties. Our huge family would not have been so close if it weren't for you and your generosity. No amount of words will be ever enough to tell you how much I love you, how much I looked up to you, and how much I miss you right now. When I heard what happened, I cried my eyes out and then I became numb. It felt like part of my heat was torn off. The last couple of days have probably been the saddest days of my life. I will certainly never forget you and I will never forget the morals you have always taught me in life. You and Cau 3's picture are hanging on my wall and I know you guys are watching me. I love you so much and thank you very much for all you've done for me. I promise I will accomplish my goals and make you proud.
through everything, school, drama that wasted my life, and family.
to be honest, i'm quite content with where i'm at in life because i know who my real friends are. Those who stick with you through everything, and that means EVERYTHING. we don't have those times where we don't talk to each other. we're there for each other no matter what. it's funny though because some of the people i never expected that i would continue to talk to are some of the ones that are now my really close friends. I started to really understand the meaning of true friendship. Everyone agrees that friends are who will have your back and are there for you no matter what, but I never really found out who would be there 100% until junior year started. I've been very fortunate to have the friends that i have, even the one who is in a different school though because we have a bond that will not be broken. I can say that I'm disappointed that i've drifted from others and they've drifted from me, but honestly, those who I care about and those who care about me will always be there. It doesn't matter to me that some of you guys have changed and don't even bother to talk; if you're happy then that's all that matters.
FAMILY. there is so much to say about this topic. well first off, Cau 2, I will always love you. I want to thank you for everything that you have done for me and my family. You were the eldest of 10 kids and you always had that brotherly instinct. You were like a 2nd father to me, you cared about how I was doing in school and you always reminded me to strive for my best. I have succeeded in school thanks to your support and the urge to make you proud. When you and Cau 3 fought in the Vietnam War, you guys sacrificed your lives to try and protect your country. When you came to the US, nothing was different for you. You continued to be the responsible one and take care of grandpa and hold family parties. Our huge family would not have been so close if it weren't for you and your generosity. No amount of words will be ever enough to tell you how much I love you, how much I looked up to you, and how much I miss you right now. When I heard what happened, I cried my eyes out and then I became numb. It felt like part of my heat was torn off. The last couple of days have probably been the saddest days of my life. I will certainly never forget you and I will never forget the morals you have always taught me in life. You and Cau 3's picture are hanging on my wall and I know you guys are watching me. I love you so much and thank you very much for all you've done for me. I promise I will accomplish my goals and make you proud.
Friday, August 6, 2010
summer..
is not what I imagined it to be at all.
It's been nothing except SAT class, basketball, and summer work. I've only gone out like two times this whole summer. I haven't gone out to the beach like I've planned, not hung out with most of my friends, not lost any weight --x, and especially have not been productive this summer. I haven't finished a lot for my Gold Award at all so it's gonna be harder for me during the school year. I even dropped APUSH, believing that I didn't have time for it during school since I didn't even have time to do it this summer.
Well I guess, there's nothing I can really do, school starts in about 2 weeks and I gotta finish summer work. At this point, I am so determined that since SAT class was practically my summer, I will get my score that I intend to get on my SATs. I haven't gotten this far and prepared for nothing. Although some people may be surprised that one of my last resort for schools is places like UCI or UCLA, its not because I'm overboard and don't know what I'm talking about, it's because I'm determined to reach my goal. There are so many people at school that have better grades or have the same grades at me, but I'm so ready to get what I want.
nothing is going to stop me to get to my future.
It's been nothing except SAT class, basketball, and summer work. I've only gone out like two times this whole summer. I haven't gone out to the beach like I've planned, not hung out with most of my friends, not lost any weight --x, and especially have not been productive this summer. I haven't finished a lot for my Gold Award at all so it's gonna be harder for me during the school year. I even dropped APUSH, believing that I didn't have time for it during school since I didn't even have time to do it this summer.
Well I guess, there's nothing I can really do, school starts in about 2 weeks and I gotta finish summer work. At this point, I am so determined that since SAT class was practically my summer, I will get my score that I intend to get on my SATs. I haven't gotten this far and prepared for nothing. Although some people may be surprised that one of my last resort for schools is places like UCI or UCLA, its not because I'm overboard and don't know what I'm talking about, it's because I'm determined to reach my goal. There are so many people at school that have better grades or have the same grades at me, but I'm so ready to get what I want.
nothing is going to stop me to get to my future.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
wow, its been a while
since i've ''blogged.'' hahaha i think that blogging is not that old, and i find it much more useful than tumblr, because im not much of a picture kinda of person. i like expressing my feelings by words so ill just stick to this for now (: hopefully ill start writing in this thing more often, well if i have time that is.
well basically, life's okay. not as great as it could be, but certainly not like BAD BAD. thats only like for people who dont have homes and something tragic has happened so i'm still fortunate i guess you can say. School has beeen okaay, certainly bothersome at times especially when teachers start to give more and more and more homework. AP testing week is starting soon and i gotta keep studying hard to get that 5 im so determined to get on the calculus exam. i'm so determined to show everyone that im not an average asian at DBHS that takes all honors courses; I WILL get my 5. I'm getting tired of the competition though; it causes so many people to cheat and it just gets tiresome. Like really, I think that sometimes, if you don't finish your homework, okay you can get help from a friend, but cheating and cheating just because you're lazy is kinda ridiculous. I do admit that I get tired sometimes, but the homework I don't do is the homework I dont understand. But yeah.
okaay well i guess thats it for now, i will try to continue this for a while. and since most people are ''tumbling'' i will be typing this for myself and those few people using this (:
well basically, life's okay. not as great as it could be, but certainly not like BAD BAD. thats only like for people who dont have homes and something tragic has happened so i'm still fortunate i guess you can say. School has beeen okaay, certainly bothersome at times especially when teachers start to give more and more and more homework. AP testing week is starting soon and i gotta keep studying hard to get that 5 im so determined to get on the calculus exam. i'm so determined to show everyone that im not an average asian at DBHS that takes all honors courses; I WILL get my 5. I'm getting tired of the competition though; it causes so many people to cheat and it just gets tiresome. Like really, I think that sometimes, if you don't finish your homework, okay you can get help from a friend, but cheating and cheating just because you're lazy is kinda ridiculous. I do admit that I get tired sometimes, but the homework I don't do is the homework I dont understand. But yeah.
okaay well i guess thats it for now, i will try to continue this for a while. and since most people are ''tumbling'' i will be typing this for myself and those few people using this (:
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