summer..

is not what I imagined it to be at all.

It's been nothing except SAT class, basketball, and summer work. I've only gone out like two times this whole summer. I haven't gone out to the beach like I've planned, not hung out with most of my friends, not lost any weight --x, and especially have not been productive this summer. I haven't finished a lot for my Gold Award at all so it's gonna be harder for me during the school year. I even dropped APUSH, believing that I didn't have time for it during school since I didn't even have time to do it this summer.
Well I guess, there's nothing I can really do, school starts in about 2 weeks and I gotta finish summer work. At this point, I am so determined that since SAT class was practically my summer, I will get my score that I intend to get on my SATs. I haven't gotten this far and prepared for nothing. Although some people may be surprised that one of my last resort for schools is places like UCI or UCLA, its not because I'm overboard and don't know what I'm talking about, it's because I'm determined to reach my goal. There are so many people at school that have better grades or have the same grades at me, but I'm so ready to get what I want.

nothing is going to stop me to get to my future.