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heello againn ! aha i havent updated this thing in a while, just been busy and tired a lot lately xP

well, my daddy came back from vietnam finally! its really great seeing him again and not having to stay with my mom for so many days. dont get it wrong, i love my mom, but sometimes she just gets to me just like any other mom. but her boyfriend is just like ... i dont know, like i cant explain why i dislike him, i just do. its weird but i do, he doesnt deserve to be with someone like my mom. i dont care if my brother and sister think im being absurd for not liking him, but i dont. it isnt the reason because ''i'm not ready for another person in my mom's life'' because i am. i was just fine when my dad brought home people and i am perfectly fine with my stepmom. the person my mom just picked, i dont think hes right. i want my mom to be happy but with someone others would like too. my aunt doesnt even think he's so great. in her opinion, he's ''boring'' and there's ''nothing really special about him''. i honestly dont see how happy he makes her, because i'm pretty sure there are a lot more men better than him. one moment, shes happy with him, the next she's screaming at one of us for doing something. but for right now, i'm living with it. but one wrong move from him, and his ass is GONE. you can repeat me on that one.

well like i said, my dad's back (: finally ! hes spoiling me by buying me a $400 phone after i told him SO MANY times not to. it was so expensive i feel so bad xP i dont care if my sister and brother shake their head at me saying i want it so i had my dad wate money on it, but i told him so many times i didn't want it. i was perfectly fine with the old phone that my mom stopped using.

but yeeah, basketball is a big stress reliever. its so fun being on the jv team. so many friends and the coach is so freaking awesome. so many things happening in basketball its like a holy @!#@%# but our tournament we came in 2nd in our pool ;D basketball is something i can always do whether i'm alone of with friends. it takes my mind off things.

the choice in moving...
i just dont know yet. i'm really moving towards the moving with my dad but idknow. its js so stressful. positives i can be with my dad, start new, and get away from things that upset me at my mom's house. the negatives is leaving all of my friends that mean so much to me behind, not seeing my mom for a while, and leaving all the things i was involved in behind. if i stay, i'll miss my dad a lot and might regret not moving. if i don't stay, i dont know if i can honestly take it.

i'm just taking summer one day at a time. hopefully i'll start my summer work aha
so much to do, so little time.

concert

yes, i have to go to a concert soon and its not like kanye west, jack johnson, or someone. its the pasadena symphony orchestra --x FOR TWO HOURSSS. oh well, i brought cards so I can play with my brother and sister aha

my moms boyfriend came again yesterday and slept over. hes here everyday and its making me angry. like really, he's some kind of creeper. its rare for me to hate someone so much, but i dont like him AT ALL oh well, i'll get used to it for now


well i gotta go eat at a BUFFET ;D but then after is the concert --x

byee !

1st day everyone went to summer school...

EXCEPT ME (: hahahaha that's right people, envy me ! AHA im just playing (:
it sucks though, because i dont get to see anyone because i'm at home and everyone's at school >:[
i miss my friends ! WE NEED to seriously hang out A LOT this summer !

anyways, my first day volunteering at the library ! it was funfun kinda boring but better than staying at home aha
the two other volunteers didn't even show up --x but then this employee who looked like she was 18 was really nice and helped me out (: the kids are so cutee ! but there was this one scary lady, she js kept looking at us and i was like O_O
what sucks is that we can't text or play with our phones OR have any visitors aha xP
but i get to work with willie and vincent on wednesdays ! ;D super funn !

first day going back to basketball practice was funn ! (: a little tiring but i'm okay aha we played 3 pointers knock out and i was so CLOSE to winning but the coaches decided to join aha but it was funn

OKAY. for those of you who are reading this, PLEASE TAKE ME OUT SOMEWHERE. i'm boreeeeddd ! take me outt ! (:

MICHELLES BIRTHDAY

OKAY TO THOSE OF YOU WHO FREAKING FORGOT:

TODAY WAS MICHELLE LEES FREAKING BIRTHDAY !
IF YOU DIDN'T, GO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! SHE DESERVES IT!

DEAR MICHELLE,
I'M SO VERY SORRY THAT I DIDN'T GET TO SEE YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY >:[ I PROMISE I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU ! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR DOING EVERYTHING POSSIBLE THAT A BESTFRIEND CAN DO. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BESTFRIEND<3>I HAVE A FEELING ITS PAST JUNE 13TH BY A COUPLE MINUTES BUT YOU KNW WHAT I MEAN.

so my first week of summer was pretty fun
i went white water rafting from wed.-sat. it was pretty exciting with all the waves and stuff ahaha
it was annoying bc of my moms stupid boyfriend though. he's really pissing me off. but it's okay.
this week begins with all of my friends taking summer school >:[ but i'm super excited to volunteer at the library with willie and vincent ! :D
well yeeah i need to go to sleep, gotta go to scouts tomorrow morning --x haha
and for those of you, STOP PICKING AT SMALL PROBLEMS. goodness, dont make a big deal out of the smallest things, and don't think you can imply something when it wasn't meant.
okay BYE (:

summerr

okay so school's finally over. hurrayy ! no more homework, studying, and boredom aha

so summer began ! so far, it's been pretty funn
thursday: graduation for my brother and sister
friday: ashleys birthday partayyy (: (SARDINES ;D)
saturday: movies w/ shannon and michelle (:
and so on ahaha

im supposed to be going white water rafting tomorrow and its all the way in sacramento --x EIGHT hour drive. and my moms boyfriend is coming too --x so freaking gay.

ANYWAYS, remember, if you're at home with nothing to do, TELL ME.
im not taking summer school so i'll be totally open for any plans !

ooh, and im planning to plan a beach/bonfire day so yeeah
just gotta find a day where there arent so many people there and everyone is like not busy
which is DIFFICULT.

aha yeeah, so my summer plan is to have tons of fun !
hang out with those who dont complain about everything.
okay well see ya ! (: