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well i havent updated this thing in a while


just a lot of homework
a lot of studying --x

i have two AP book reports due next week --x
math final part 1 to study for
spanish speaking exam tomorrow
and all the other homework my teachers are giving me --x

other than that, nothing really
just the same boring school days aha

lately.

it's been quite some time since i've updated this thing.
not in the mood lately i guesss.
school's been quite a drag. not the best it can be, but close to probably the worse.
js kinda stressed lately.
staying up late with a lot of homework, hearing my parents yell at my brother, seeing my mom's stupid boyfriend everywhere, and so much more;
its all been quite a lot.
i never realized how much he hurt.s. i've done so much to try and stop and i want to stop so badd.
i've tried for so long, it isnt so easy. ive even tried to work it out, but he didnt. everything works if both sides does their part.
i'm tired of it. i'm tired of trying to be to solve it with him, i'm tired of trying to forget, i'm tired of it completely. the only thing i ever asked for was at least the reason why. js WHY. but nothing. i dont get it. i think i deserve js the reason ? if youre going to talk to her, and not me, at least i want to know why. is it because shes skinny as hell, or she dresses way differently then i do? WHY. all i want to know is why our friendship went down the drain. just why... what happened to our promise of sticking through high school together? you were honestly the only one i thought i would go through highscool with. you made all my problems disappear because you knew how to make me laugh and you knew whenever there was something wrong.
i'm sorry if what i did was cause stress and ''drama'' to your life, but you stuck with her so im sure thats nto the reason.
i just want to know why..

this week..

this week was not as well as i expected.
i got sick from wednesday-today >:[ so much headaches, vomiting, and dizziness xP
but im getting bettter
but luckily i thought i failed my bio test bc of one screw up but i ended up getting a B+ bc i did well on the other parts (: but if i didnt do that screw up i couldve gotten a high A >:[ but at least i didnt fail haha
ms chu is such a #@$%$#^$% goodness shes so emotional and everything --x doesnt know how to teach for beans.
i have like an almost 99 in my english class ;D
ahha so im tired and dizzy so i'll stop here

i'll write more laterr.