js a wonderful day..

today was stressful..
im js so frustrated, i js want to release all of my stress and break down.
so my mom told me in the morning to call my dad to take me to the doctors because she ''cant'' because she can't skip work. oh please, she's skipped so many times. so i called my dad in the morning. he's taken me most of the time to my shots so i felt bad that i would have to ask him to drive all the way to corona just to take me to the doctors again. he said he was busy so i called back my mom telling her he was busy. she was like ''well i cant take you because i cant skip work.'' so i gave up my allergy shot which i NEED every week just because my mom ''couldn't take me.'' My dad called later to make sure if i was going. when he found out i wasn't going, he canceled his plans and took me. he drove ALL THE WAY to diamond bar just to take me to the doctors and back. my mom needs to start realizing how much my dad does to help me. he pays for my medicine, my doctor trips. all my mom does is plans them and barely ever takes me. my dad shows that he really cares about me. my mom is all about school and getting scholarships for college. she even registered me (involuntarily) to go to this college orientation this thursday. like really? i'm only a freshman. i just want to run to my dad's house and live there forever.
i got balloons for someone who used to be one of my really bestestest friends. he meant a lot to me, but we're not friends anymore because of something happened last year. well, i've been trying and working my ass off trying to be his friend again, but he keeps ignoring me. it hurt so much. anyways, it was his birthday so i felt that i owed it to at least say happy birthday and get him balloons even if he didnt know who they were from. i text him saying happy birthday and he doesnt even botehr to reply. i mean, really? what did i do? i keep on wondering why he hates me so much. it hurts like no other... i just want to know why.
school was a drag. i took my bio test, and one mess up, and now the highest grade ill get from it is a B-. can you believe it ? one screw up. I worked my ass off to get an A in bio and now one test, my ruin it.

well my days js been confusing..
hopefully it will get better.

the weekend news!

this weekend was okie dokers (:
yesterday, my daddy picked me up from my mom's house and we went to eat dim sum yumm ;D
today, i had fashion show practice for scouts --x heels, the traditional dress, and this HUGE circular flat hat that i have to wear for the fashion show. my feet are sore from the heels aha. but i guess its for a good cause so its good.

this weekend, i did a lot of thinking. I understand better why things you don't want to happen, happen. things that we don't want to happen because it either tests how much we want it or if it was really necessary. Losing friends, drifting apart, all of those kinds of things happen because either it wasn't meant to be or it's a test to how much you want it. You want the person you lost as a friend? Try your best to get him/her back, and then its their part. Don't sit around and mope about it because it won't do you any good.

i've been quite happy this week, quite satisfied. of course i would change some things if i could, but it was quite good. well, that's it for now. write more later (;

friday!

todaayy was interesting.

i left school early, and went to the doctor and allergist.
i got 4 needles stuck into me from the allergist >:[
i hate needles ! AND i got an HPV shot after --x
i went to burger king to meet up with jasmine t., jasmine n. valerie, davina, and sandy.
it was fun actually (: then i went to valeries house with all of them except jasmine t. >;[
we got doughnuts and everything (:
it was cold !! i didnt come home until like 11 and luckily my mom was too sleepy to yell at me ;D

hope everyone has a wonderful weekend ! ill write more tomorrow (:

feeelingg okie dokerss

okkkaayy, so here was my day todaayy:

it was coldd ! which i love (: but then later in the day, it got hot again >:[
stupid weather hahaha (:
practice testing was really boring, i literally zipped though the whole thing and then i began arguing with david otsu and rocco rizzo ;D
english was okie dokers, i dont comprende the story ''Everyman'' but its ok (:
math class: MS CHU. OHMYGOODNESS. she needs to go away!
art, bio, and spanish was fun (:
basketball practice was actually okie dokers. my first time coming back.
it was tiring of course, but my body felt better starting to exercisse again aha

now i am watching the lakers game ! (:


write more later, bye !

hello (:

hello anyone who is reading this (:

i didn't really decide to do this, but michelle forced me to (;
so might as well give it a try. haha

today was quite boring yet usual.
the usual going to classes, talking to friends, going home kind of thing.
highschool is pretty much a drag so far aha


so i'll practice becoming good at this and write more later haha
bye ! (:

OH. and the LAKERS RULE. dont hate (: