js a wonderful day..

today was stressful..
im js so frustrated, i js want to release all of my stress and break down.
so my mom told me in the morning to call my dad to take me to the doctors because she ''cant'' because she can't skip work. oh please, she's skipped so many times. so i called my dad in the morning. he's taken me most of the time to my shots so i felt bad that i would have to ask him to drive all the way to corona just to take me to the doctors again. he said he was busy so i called back my mom telling her he was busy. she was like ''well i cant take you because i cant skip work.'' so i gave up my allergy shot which i NEED every week just because my mom ''couldn't take me.'' My dad called later to make sure if i was going. when he found out i wasn't going, he canceled his plans and took me. he drove ALL THE WAY to diamond bar just to take me to the doctors and back. my mom needs to start realizing how much my dad does to help me. he pays for my medicine, my doctor trips. all my mom does is plans them and barely ever takes me. my dad shows that he really cares about me. my mom is all about school and getting scholarships for college. she even registered me (involuntarily) to go to this college orientation this thursday. like really? i'm only a freshman. i just want to run to my dad's house and live there forever.
i got balloons for someone who used to be one of my really bestestest friends. he meant a lot to me, but we're not friends anymore because of something happened last year. well, i've been trying and working my ass off trying to be his friend again, but he keeps ignoring me. it hurt so much. anyways, it was his birthday so i felt that i owed it to at least say happy birthday and get him balloons even if he didnt know who they were from. i text him saying happy birthday and he doesnt even botehr to reply. i mean, really? what did i do? i keep on wondering why he hates me so much. it hurts like no other... i just want to know why.
school was a drag. i took my bio test, and one mess up, and now the highest grade ill get from it is a B-. can you believe it ? one screw up. I worked my ass off to get an A in bio and now one test, my ruin it.

well my days js been confusing..
hopefully it will get better.