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heello againn ! aha i havent updated this thing in a while, just been busy and tired a lot lately xP

well, my daddy came back from vietnam finally! its really great seeing him again and not having to stay with my mom for so many days. dont get it wrong, i love my mom, but sometimes she just gets to me just like any other mom. but her boyfriend is just like ... i dont know, like i cant explain why i dislike him, i just do. its weird but i do, he doesnt deserve to be with someone like my mom. i dont care if my brother and sister think im being absurd for not liking him, but i dont. it isnt the reason because ''i'm not ready for another person in my mom's life'' because i am. i was just fine when my dad brought home people and i am perfectly fine with my stepmom. the person my mom just picked, i dont think hes right. i want my mom to be happy but with someone others would like too. my aunt doesnt even think he's so great. in her opinion, he's ''boring'' and there's ''nothing really special about him''. i honestly dont see how happy he makes her, because i'm pretty sure there are a lot more men better than him. one moment, shes happy with him, the next she's screaming at one of us for doing something. but for right now, i'm living with it. but one wrong move from him, and his ass is GONE. you can repeat me on that one.

well like i said, my dad's back (: finally ! hes spoiling me by buying me a $400 phone after i told him SO MANY times not to. it was so expensive i feel so bad xP i dont care if my sister and brother shake their head at me saying i want it so i had my dad wate money on it, but i told him so many times i didn't want it. i was perfectly fine with the old phone that my mom stopped using.

but yeeah, basketball is a big stress reliever. its so fun being on the jv team. so many friends and the coach is so freaking awesome. so many things happening in basketball its like a holy @!#@%# but our tournament we came in 2nd in our pool ;D basketball is something i can always do whether i'm alone of with friends. it takes my mind off things.

the choice in moving...
i just dont know yet. i'm really moving towards the moving with my dad but idknow. its js so stressful. positives i can be with my dad, start new, and get away from things that upset me at my mom's house. the negatives is leaving all of my friends that mean so much to me behind, not seeing my mom for a while, and leaving all the things i was involved in behind. if i stay, i'll miss my dad a lot and might regret not moving. if i don't stay, i dont know if i can honestly take it.

i'm just taking summer one day at a time. hopefully i'll start my summer work aha
so much to do, so little time.