what i can say, SHES SMOTHERING ME.
shes getting so annoying, i js want to leave. for the first time since school started, i finished ALL of my homework at 7, i go downstairs to watch the lakers game, and right when she gets home and i tell her im done with my schoolwork she says ''turn off the tv and go read.'' are you kidding !? i don't get a break EVERY from my mom. i tell her i have an A+ in chem, she yells at me for staying up late to do my homework. she's such a hypocrite. I stay up late to finish my homework, while she stays up late talking on her phone with her stupid boyfriend. REALLY ?! she never asks if i need help with my homework or anything, she comes over to my room and starts screaming at me to hurry up. and i tell her ''im going as fast as i can!'' she js walks away. she never asks how school is for me, if im having fun, if my classes are okay, she just cares about grades. once she saw the B on my grade sheet for math, she's like ''okay, your getting tutored'' and NOW shes signing me up for SAT classes on WEEKDAYS and WEEKENDS. i dont get a break EVER. i never get a ''good job'' or ''im proud of you'' its always a ''hurry up'' or ''i know you can do better.'' sometimes i js want to fail and tell her it's all her fault for signing me up for so much stuff. she wants me to hurry up and do my homework YET she's signing me up for classes that gives me EXTRA homework. is she freaking crazy ?! now i understand why my brother was so stressed and frustrated with my mom that he rebelled and started failing his classes. my mom puts too much pressure on us. she thinks that since she got a masters from college even though she came from vietnam, that all of a sudden, im some kind of genius that could deal with honors, athletics, girl scouts, and extra classes. she yells at me and then goes downstairs and starts laughing with her douche bag boyfriend. she needs to give me MY SPACE and show some APPRECIATION that im not already a high school drop out.
im going to ace highschool and go to college on the east coast not for her, but for me.
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i believe in you audrey.
ReplyDeleteyou can do it.
you're like the nicest person ever, and uber smart.
don't let your mom get to you.
just do your own thaang (:
i love you !
and i know you always do your best.
so keep your head up !